speaking out loud

great, all shit crashing together and expose together.

i know what i need to do, and i do not need anyone to keep reminding me.
you guy are making things go worse! 

can't you people just show your support or help???
damn it!

this few days...
i started wondering about my self, am i that stupid to believe and trust people,
or people just treat me like a stupid, who can't hear and see what they're trying to do?

friends, specially you! you knew who you are,
this isn't the first, second, third, forth or fifth times..... ISN'T!

why can't you STOP spoilling my reputation?
izzit really build your reputation by spoiled mine?
and SECOND YOU,

what so fun about switching MINE confidential around?

is this the way you treat your own friend?
or you just nothing to do besides sharing my things around to set up your own friendship by corrupt mine?
stop acting like you don't know what i'm saying!!
you know what you're doing, there's KARMA!

I do not need a person who name her/his self as my friend,

when the person don't even understand what the meaning of friend! 

if you're reading this, FUCK YOU & FUCK OFF!

Regards,
Jessica Chen.

emo days...

leaving msia soon..

next week must get my visa done..

my flight will before 17th of Jan.

i try my best to spend time with everyone of you..

specially you..

simple english explain all..

money is really a big issue for me,

i thought people will try to help out,

hard time, when i really need help, i found out, that only me my self is able to help my self..

@@ how come??

dear relative....

do u still remember what u had told me before??

u said : " when i really need your help, you will try help?"

i asked more than twice, ur ans were disappointed me!!

you made me believed, in this world there is nothing so call 亲情 when come to money issue!

you didnt even show me, you try to help me on this!

that is the worst part!! my tear really dropped down, for the ways you had answered.

because i never thought the person will be you.

..........

JESSICA CHEN!!!

NO ONES BORN FOR OTHERS,

OTHERS HAVE RIGHT FOR NOT HELPING YOU!!

NO HARD FEELING!!

BE MATURE & FORTITUDE!

.........

..........

wake up and forget bout it! 

Good Night!

something without answer

i thought photo can explain everything,

but not the truth behind.

decided to write more... with words..

weeks past...

thinking back for the past few years,

it reminded me, i used to use the phrase "do without regret",

that is why i try not to make any mistake for my life,

but here come...

things that i thought is nothing, is something.

didn't get hurt at the beginning, but at last.

i don't even know when it started and when  will be end.

ruined.

trying not to post "emo stuff" here at the beginning..

but it is life.... 

we will not be the same always...

Sydney final :) - MASUYA/tarongaZOO/

thank to my aunt and uncle for bringing me along to SYDNEY.

really enjoyed and appreciated.

:)

they have a great Japan foods here... 

 MASUYA - SYDNEY

needed 2 table to placed this wooden ship.

:)

FRIED OYSTERS

晚餐里， 我觉得最好吃的！

ordered more than 3 plates of this. :)

 claypot tempura udon..

enough for 5 persons eat. :)

很大涡。

 Taronga zoo - Sydney

walked part of the zoo,

after kangaroo, we went back for breakfast & lunch.

:)

 views of the zoo..

 here  we go.... KANGAROO...

after zoo, we went to fish market... :)

 salad prawn

 

 cute girl, she understood every instruction gave by her mom. :)

 i think this shop is at somewhere near kent st.

they actually name their shop 吃喝睡! haha

 last day before we left Sydney.

back to the same place have our dinner. :)

我的姨丈知道我喜欢吃龙虾，所以在离开前一晚又带我去吃 :)

 mini ice-cream...!!!!

超好吃的！

 back to HONG KONG.

 好吃！

 the last night at HONG KONG ..

went to wong kok alone... :)

shopping :)

 *wanted

before boarding... ate this. :)

sdyney - part 4 entertainment centre

 Westfield, shopping mall.

 spicy fry bee hon with pp...

yum yum...

上汤龙虾面线

超好吃的

:)

 

 

my lovely cousin.. <3

views while walking to entertainment center 

while he having his ice-cream...

tea-time.. :)