how much i hate july.

i just finished my 3rd test, which is to replace the marks for my test 2.
"majority" won "minority", that is why i forced to take the test.
how the test? what in my mind?
test 2 i got 10.92%/15%, i'm statisfied with this marks.
i screwed up my test 3, "surely get less than test 2"! and it need to replace my test 2 marks.
10.92% gone! T.T
i'm blaming my self right now..
not i didnt study hard..
i'm too panic when i doing the test... i misunderstand the question.
during the test my mind came out .. "i need to score highly than the previous test"...
making me tention! T.T what can i do now besides, forcing my self to calm down..
who false?? my false..

40% for final examination.. how much can i score? half which i confident with.
grade B fly away, now is whether i can pass this subject anot.

things didnt move smooth this month.
everything move in the way that i didnt expected.

negative energy..

final coming soon,

to be honest, im scared, stress, no confidence at all.

sick period...

STA219 is hard
CSC101 is bored

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update- is my birthday! 13/06/2011

huuu...

finally i'm free to upload and update my blog!

2months anniversary/class started.

25/3-25/5/2011
two months :)

im not a good girlfriend, but i moving to :)

love you darling! <3

class started this week! 

im taking two sub for this short sem (STA219 & CSC101)

all the best for me!!

:)

to-remember-

over-spending?

one day used around RM10 or less still consider over-spent??

3 ALPHA - W.T.F!!

i couldn't understand why u said so??

what HOLIDAYSSS mean to u??

stay at home everyday?? 

when there were classes, no night-life, no-movies, no-yumcha, no-outdoor activities,

ACCEPTED!

but excuse me!! i finished my final examination, i having my holidays NOW!!!

just because i went out for tea-time, u said i waste money, over-spent??!!!

"don't you remember from study weeks until now (more than 1 month) i didnt received my allowance from you?"

when i started to ask for,

i received WORDS, your F* attitude, and your bad emotional!

four weeks, RM50 for acupuncture, RM15 for me to spent, RM20 for car wash...

i confirmed i received not more RM100 from you for FOUR WEEKS!!!

i didnt ask for more, i just wanna get some money for lunch today, 

but what did you said??? 

“几天前我给你的钱( you mean the RM15?)用完了？那洗车的钱（RM20)叻？你可不可以不要乱乱花钱！”

 i just look at her, speechless and walk away..

did i simply used her money she gave?? i kept asking my self!

 F*NO

fine! i will look for a job!!

靠人不如靠己！要低声下气求人还要受辱，不如自身起立！

i will make sure my self remember these situation!

in future, i will repay you!!

@maggie-mee - for future days!! if she not going to cook!! started now- my lunch!! 

“心酸”